(((I FINALLY CRACKED THE CODE!!!)))
For a good year now (since I started making well over quarter million)
I have been a bit discombobulated.
There are some principles that I AM FKG SURE OF –
Some that just didn’t sit right.
What I KNOW
- Abundance is real & available for ANYONE that ops into it.
- God is pure love – he is ALWAYS ALWAYS for my good.
- Everything that happens is for my good – IT IS FOR ME.
- Longings are safe – it’s safe to follow them.
- NEEDS are needs because they are meant to be MET.
- You are meant to be who you long to be. Period. No one way is better than another.
What I have been feeling OFF about is….
The wealth & Chanel life vs the humble service life (making something road very stupid simple for sake of time)
I haven’t known….Who I want to BE as a wealthy woman.
Neither one felt right (this is why I said I am oversimplifying for sake of this convo)
Self sacrifice – to the point of over-giving and being stressed out DID NOT FEEL GOOD.
It made no damn sense. It certainly DID NOT light me the fk up.
I hired coaches- I jumped in with both feet and really honestly was WIDE OPEN to whatever did feel right.
Somehow this Chanel thing came up.
What I was being called to – which made total sense to me – was how when you purchase things that VIBE well with you – you EXPAND.
Anything that helps you to EXPAND is good.
Follow expansions = being abundant
Being Abundant meant receiving ability
Ability to receive meant PHYSICAL results.
Logic – buy the Chanel purse (it really is the nicest purse out there – I took my assignment seriously as I always do) – You will continue to expand and break through more money mindset BS.
Shake off the old welfare girl even more.
SO I looked, I told my husband, I embraced it – and I told myself – I’ll buy one when were in FL.
Yet – One thing that is DAMN TRUE about me – is that I don’t wait until tomorrow. Never have.
So red flag went up.
Why am I trying to wait?
I stayed in this for WEEKS.
I journaled, asked myself questions, and stayed open.
((I literally almost cried saying that as I felt an exhale remembering I finally KNOW now))
NEXT: I packed up and moved to FL – anyone who tracks w my story knows what happened. I ignored soul – tried to cut corners to save $ – and got a swift kick in the ass 2 seconds later)
I sat in this sulfur-farts-smelling hotel, completely spent from packing a truck for 2 days and driving w/a cat and 3 kids to FL – eating shitting gas station food and feeling very angry with myself for ignoring my soul’s CLEAR PROMPT to hire movers and give myself the time and space I needed during this time.
Something snapped inside.
This was NOT FKG IT.
This was no longer in alignment with who I was – with what made me thrive.
I always prided myself in not needing much to be content – but really all that was, was me ignoring my needs as to not feel the suffering I was in.
So I went online and searched 5 star hotels – FK IT right?
Choose the things that help you expand and YOU WILL EXPAND.
I literally couldn’t find one that I could take a family of 5 in – so I stayed in a 3 star AND FELT LIKE I FAILED… AGAIN.
So I booked yoga, facial, and played with my daughter in the pool…
THAT FELT FKG AMAZING.
Next day – got my hair blown out while I worked – this was a goal for me to practice owning my space. Feeling comfortable doing some work while someone worked on my hair without feeling rude.
Was super easy – no big deal – walked out of there looking like a poodle – (was fkg hysterical) and thought THIS DOESN’T FEEL GOOD.
Can you see where this is headed??
I was fkg pushing boundaries — FEELING my way through
So we take off to head from VA to Myrtle Beach – 7 hour drive.
My daughter’s w/me – I am showing her all the old jams – Christina Aguilera – Mariah Carey, etc – and I’m singing my heart out and playing with her and loving every fkg second.
As I relax I start to hear my soul again – WHICH HAD BEEN QUITE SILENT FOR DAYS (Yes- I was being loud lol)
Lists of things I had been journaling to call in to reality popped into my head –
I felt my soul taking me through something.
I completely surrendered.
I knew something was about to happen.
Thousands of fans that love my work
Traveling the world
Etc etc etc
All the things that have been modeled for me – that I was connecting success or ABUNDANCE to.
And it was so clear at this moment.
It was truly like a big beautiful gift from God right to my soul.
I didn’t give a fk about any of that.
I just didn’t.
I kept telling myself that what I really DID care about was just the old me stuck in lack.
It was just me trying to be noble.
It was an excuse not to feel the tension of being SEEN, owning my worth.
WHAT I ACTUALLY FKG CARED ABOUT →
Having the power to help others working as hard as I did. SHOWING THE FK UP
Being able to support family members that were willing to do the work.
Helping women around the world in oppression.
AND THIS ONE SENT ME ON A HIGH…
Being a woman in the home that encourages, uplifts, & tunes in my husband and kids RELENTLESSLY.
This is when I knew I had come home.
I have finally come home.
So I grabbed my phone and texted what came up on my mind…
SOUL FKG FIRE.
I am a powerful encourager in my home
I uplift and encourage my family every moment of every day
I always see the good in them
I am always celebrating and encouraging them.
I am WILDLY abundant & help everyone I love that is showing up for themselves.
I am leaving a mark of HEALING on this world
I make good choices so others can see how
I fkg always make it happen.
WELCOME FKG HOME MANDY
I love a nice car – but a nice car to me is a white & tan Nissan Murano.
I love a nice watch.
I love traveling and will even do 1st class.
I don’t give much of a fk about my clothes
I don’t care about name brand things – never have.
I need a clean food home as I struggled with bulimia for 21 years
I will invest TONS of $ into:
Anything that calls my ass to more & calls me out on the BS that’s keeping me from going to the next level or showing up as a LOVING force
ANYTHING that frees me up to keep healing the world.
I told my husband all of this and he said – “This has always been who you are.”
We are all 100% free to own the fk who we really are.
ONE HUNDRED PERCENT of who we are.
I am not more noble because I don’t care about Chanel and whatever other name brand shit…
My Chanel is the DRIVE I FEEL BURNING INSIDE OF ME TO PAY FOR MY MOTHER TO GET THE TREATMENT SHE WANTS FOR HER EATING DISORDER that her ins won’t cover ($40k a month)
My Chanel is a personal chef to cook healthy food for me and the kids so I can work hard – keep on top of my eating disorder in check – and be present w my family.
My Chanel is paying $1k for 2 nights at Myrtle beach today so I could have a villa for the family and everyone could breathe.
My Chanel is to get massages, take days off, run world-wide life changing epic retreats for women showing the fk up
Not caring about name brand isn’t good or bad.
It just fkg is what it is.
There’s NO FKG difference in the cosmos.
There’s only a difference to ME.
TODAYS CALL TO ACTION – OWN WHO THE FK YOU ARE.
When something feels OFF – it is.
If you don’t know what lights your ass up – THIS IS YOUR WORK.
It’s work – and ITS WORTH EVERY DAMN SECOND.
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