I WOKE UP IN THE OTHER SIDE OF SUCCESS AND DID NOT LIKE WHO I WAS ? - Mandy Perry

At first I thought… my worst fear had come true…
I CHANGED INTO A RICH SELF ABSORBED HUMAN. God help me.
It was absolutely my biggest fear.

It was sheer panic.. pain.. sadness.. anger.. shock…
I was in intense pain.. and I also knew better.

HOW IS THIS FOR ME?
IF THIS IS FOR ME WHAT DO I DO WITH THIS NOW?

The space I went into was brutal truth telling to myself.
WHO ARE YOU MANDY? IS THIS WHO YOU CHOOSE TO BE?

I have long since let go of rules and norms… I have no rules except.. BE IN INTEGRITY WITH MYSELF.

That is it.

It was one hell of a journey but this is what I have come to see…

I didn’t wake up different because of success…. I outgrew what used to be ok and normal because of the success journey.

Who I used to be, how I used to feel, what I used to put up with, what I thought was possible… gone. Long gone.

I’LL NEVER BE THAT GIRL AGAIN…

The old standards.. gone.
The way life felt day to day… gone.
The way I mothered .. gone.
What romance felt like… gone.

WHAT FELT COMFORTABLE – gone.
What felt HARD… gone.

What I was available for… gone.

I had calibrated to a new level on the inside but the outside wasn’t reflecting it and it caused intense pain.

THIS PAIN IS A GIFT.
Daring bravely into the wilderness of success is A GIFT.

You will not know who you will be.. you don’t get to know that… and you shouldn’t want to… because the version of you now cannot even begin to comprehend what you will like, want, feel, do, be…. when you get there.

We can handle the pain..
the fear
the confusion
the sadness…

and on the other side is so much amazingness I can’t begin to explain.

I can describe the smell of the Sistine Chapel to you… but it would mean nothing.. you can’t KNOW this until you are there smelling it yourself…

You cannot KNOW something you do not experience.
My work isn’t to help you know something… it is to help you be brave enough to EXPERIENCE IT.

It’s to help you TRUST yourself enough to take the brave leaps and know you can handle anything that comes your way… because YOU CAN. Look at your track record.

HERE YOU ARE.

If you have been needing someone to tell you what it will feel like if you REALLY go for this… then this is for you.

This is a glimpse … a taste.
It will feel like EVERY SINGLE THING…
and you will never feel more alive.

and there is not a single feeling as amazing as knowing you really showed up for life.

Not “tried’
Not “60% in”
Not “tomorrow”
Not “when I feel ready”
Not “when I have proof it will work”
Not “when I have more time”
Not “after I can see how”

Most of the time I am nervous to say this.. because I know how much it can trigger people.. but… I feel out of integrity not saying it.

If you cannot.. or choose not to take brave leaps… if you do not use your heart and will to push through the times you want too EASE off the gas pedal.. want to just take it easy.. want it to be a smoother, easier path…

You will not make it to the 11% even.
You will not.

Every cell in your body will be screaming at you that this is dangerous, that you cannot handle it.. and your work is to command your thoughts and become.

Your work is to understand what is happening in the moment.
THIS IS FOR YOU.
THERE IS AN UPGRADE AVAILABLE HERE if you can put your ass in the arena where growth happens and then STAY there.

When your body is screaming that this is dangerous and starts frantically scanning for proof – all that is happening is your nervous system is adjusting to the new norm.

YOU WILL NOT FIND PROOF. There is none. The results happen BECAUSE you put both feet in and decided to do it UNTIL.

That create the success.. so if you are not doing this.. there is no proof to find! (Please hear me  )

I know some people will hear this and turn away… block it out and keep doing some half ass version of this.. pretending to themselves that that will work…and others will hear it and decide they are just unwilling to do the work to grow to this level of showing up.

BUT NOT YOU.
Here we are, having an honest conversation.
You called me in.. and here I am.
There are no coincidences.

You manifested me because you were ready.
YOU ARE READY…
Here is what we are having a conversation about.

It won’t be any easier tomorrow. Tomorrow feels exactly like today UNLESS you have taken massive action.

We can do this together.
Love you
mandy xx
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PS: The Alpha Evolution begins the 19th ?
21 Days to Limitless Expansion

The Alpha Evolution is a process of becoming the person who creates limitless potential:

An Alpha is in her core power and therefor attracts those in their core power… in ALL areas of life. This is when you begin to have the experience of life where others show up and do their work around you. They invest, do the work and create powerful results themselves.

She trusts herself to handle any emotion and situation that comes her way as she creates her DREAMS.

She GOES first. She knows who she is here to serve, and what results she’s here to create and SHE STEPS FIRST knowing that it’s when she leads that the results are created.

She is seen as a leader because she takes consistent, BRAVE, imperfect action and creates powerful results that she can lead others to

She’s driven by a deep longing to ENJOY life, and serve those she loves.

She believes her ability to achieve is limitless.
She knows she is worthy of enjoying ALL life has to offer.
She honors her deep longings, uses them as a road map to her most powerful expression of life.

She has the kind of integrity that changes the world, and has a standard that all things in her life must contribute to her showing up this way.

Her standards are reflective of where she is going – not where she is.

She’s willing to do the work and BASKS in the rewards every step of the way.

She uses every heart beat to learn, expand, lead, teach, and ENJOY.

The journey is:
Developing the courage to take action on EVERY powerful idea and prompting you get.

Strengthening to the point that you no longer fear not being able to handle anything that may come your way.

Creating a core of pure heart that takes over when the going gets rough… when you are squeezed PURE WILL drives you.

Maturing the parts of you resisting the growth and expansion.

Knowing your worth is your worth simply because you exist. NO RULES, no JUSTIFICATIONS, no EXPLANATION necessary.

This is the work we are doing on this 21 day evolution.
This is journey of the leader.
This is the Alpha Evolution.

Raw.. Unfiltered.. Authentic.. Intentional.. Evolution.
21 Days – Limitless Expansion

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